so, when i submit something on DA, do they have the rights to it?

because that would piss me off, i plan on compiling all of these and i want to put it in a book .

someone please help me. ill send you something cool.

<3
Tony

ive found inspiration again and i dont want it.

i cannot deal with the responsibility to make art.

but i cant stop and i never will.

at least i can drink myself to sleep.

submitted the second piece, but to no response. maybe i should whore myself around and try to trade comments, but i dont really care enough to do it. the people who submit stuff i find interesting get comments, the ones who dont, dont. i like a lot of the art i see, but it seems like some of it is uninspired. every time i pick up my pen, i try to write something that will change someones life. i am still looking for it, but i'll be damned if im not gonna try for the rest of my life.

yet i cant help but feel that most of this community is falling prey to the hordes of camwhores. i dont find it interesting anymore. at first, it is alluring to see a beautiful girl in a picture and let your mind wander into what she (most cam whores i see are female, sorry if i offend) is trying to get at through her picture, but when you look through the gallery and all you see is just myspace quality pictures in some desperate attmept to get... i guess anything, it just gets so redundant and i just dont care anymore. especially pics of couples. i cant stand them. ok, thats great that you're happy, but your boyfriend staring at your camera is not art. im sorry. i can see if a pic of you doing something symbolizes something, but please mention what youre trying to get at. putting bright eyes lyrics under your picture of you with tons of make up and a modest mouse t-shirt doesnt make me want to acknowledge your presence or even continue to allow you to breathe.

none of this is aimed at anyone specific, because in my mind if you do that you are just another nameless faceless person sitting in the front of the trend bus. and im sure im guilty of something along those lines at some point, so i suck too. but im still trying to change your life, no matter how good you think you look on your webcam.

everyone else, i love y'all, espically the ones still giving me props on what im writing.

<3
Tony

i submitted the newest deviation twice.

ignore the second (most recent time/date) one.


and, as a role model, i must say: do drugs, kill your parents and steal from the governement.

so i heard about your bad news from one of your friends, and if you ever need to talk, let me know.

p.s. new pieces done already, just trying to find time to submit them


listening to: idiot pilot- the violent tango
reading: "being and nothingness" jean paul sartre